Should I run away from home and fulfill my purpose in life..?

Hey all..this is a good question..so read carefully. I'm in a messed up situation, and there are two ways out of it. The situation is that I...


Hey all..this is a good question..so read carefully.

I'm in a messed up situation, and there are two ways out of it. The situation is that I'm 15, and when I was a kid, my older sibling ran away too, and is alive still. Now, I'm going through the same stuff. The only way for me to get anything nice is to kiss butt. This includes the privelege to sleep in my bed. I accidentaly made a noise coming out of the bathroom and as a result I have to sleep on the floor. I'm not allowed to physically train, and box(my sport). I'm a man, and I do NOT kiss butt, and never will. My parents constantly insult my sister who was kicked out when I was little, my mother abuses my little brother, she abused me when I was too little to put up much of a fight, she ridded of my real father, I have no emotional family or mentor except for the words of famous boxers, and I have no future where I live. I get bad grades because I can't even do homework due to the stress I have at home, I crack my neck and some muscle deteriorated due to stress, I have very bad foot problems which lead to pain every day and my mom refuses to see a doctor or get me new shoes, my parents are childish…and my purpose in life, is to BOX..Im not a tough guy, but Im a respected, honorable, white man, and all of my friends are black. Wierd eh?And when I hear a white man say the N word something in me goes off..and I fight…its a relationship…so you can tell by that that im not your average white kid punk..

I can fight, and boxing is my love, and I have the three Ds=dedication, determination, and drive. If I don't, I'll only try harder. My parents constantly tell me I cant box and wont do it in 6 months, and there are no gyms for me to train in. I need..to run away, and get out of this…

I have a dream, that I will be the youngest heavyweight boxer, younger than Mike Tyson. And I'm not going to sit around and have my dream ripped out of my throat by some cruel ****s…Martin Luther King didn't, Mike Tyson didn't, and I know in my heart that I need to reach for my purpose in life, and do this. I could go with my family to NY which they are doing today, and right when we arrive..book it…or do stuff for cash and save up for a train ride..

and trust me when I say..i box

If you run away in the way you said, you will not have a bed to sleep in, and you will hope to find a box in which you can sleep on the floor. Gyms cost money, even in NY…so does food. You need to save money for more than a train ride, and you need to get some kind of diploma in order to even hope to find a job where you can support yourself. Have you talked to your older "run away" sibling about your chances on the streets of NY? You had better have street- smarts, 'cause you sure don't seem to have life-smarts.

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One Response to “Should I run away from home and fulfill my purpose in life..?”

  1. mama_sayed says:

    If you run away in the way you said, you will not have a bed to sleep in, and you will hope to find a box in which you can sleep on the floor. Gyms cost money, even in NY…so does food. You need to save money for more than a train ride, and you need to get some kind of diploma in order to even hope to find a job where you can support yourself. Have you talked to your older "run away" sibling about your chances on the streets of NY? You had better have street- smarts, 'cause you sure don't seem to have life-smarts.
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